It was first week of July 2013, while doing my daily evening 5 km jog I felt a little pain in my chest. I stopped jogging , walked back home. After reaching home and sitting down for sometime the pain automatically subsided. Though I was a bit worried initially but soon became normal thinking it must be due to some gastric instability. The next day I again ventured for my jog trying to keep the thoughts of yesterday’s pain away, but they kept coming and i kept jogging… but suddenly after about 4 km, the same pain at the same place in the chest commenced its knock. I was a bit alarmed. I Changed my jog to slow walking and took a short route home. Came and sat down on my sofa, had two glasses of water and within 10 minutes the pain vanished. The next day and day after that I insisted on going for my jogs and the pain insisted on coming back at the same intervals. In the end, on continued insistence of my wife and kids I visited a friend cardiologist in the city of Allahabad. On asking my age , he said,” at 44 I can’t take chances with your heart and you have to undergo some mandatory tests. All my pleading of , ‘otherwise i am fit and fine’ went in vain and next day itself I underwent Treadmill test to which my doctor said he is sensing some bit of aberrations . He immediately referred me to a Multi-speciality hospital in Lucknow and put me on 5 tablets a day till the time I could take leave and get my further tests done by a heart specialist.
From being a punctual fitness freak i was catapulted into a sick man overnight. My mood obviously became sombre and seeing me in this state my wife too got worried. A day before I was to leave for Lucknow, my 10 year , always bubbly daughter came and sat next to the bed where I was lying down , trying to sleep which was continously evading me. I was almost in a state where I was thinking that , will this be the last night in my room, will I come back hale and hearty? what if I don’t reach Lucknow also? Such negative thoughts were permeating unobtrusively when I was alone even for a minute. I was trying to fight my negative thoughts with all my positive energy at my disposal which seemed to be slowly waning. Suddenly at around 11 pm my 10 year daughter came into the room, seeing me awake she said, ” papa , You have a train to Lucknow at 7 am and you are still awake?” I answered , “Yes my Child, I am unable to sleep, but don’t worry I am fine”. Hearing this she sat down on the chair next to the bed.
The video which i am going to show you all was just unintutively recorded by me while my daughter was talking to me that night. ( i would request the readers to just see this 29 second clip before going back to the story- someone rightly said child is the father of man).
https://www.youtube.com/embed/z8GxzIfmEGY
Next day I boarded the train with a friend who was accompanying me for the trip. I must have seen the video at least three times on my mobile during the train journey and everytime seeing my daughter giving me lessons a smile would erupt on my face. I slowly started feeling that I have no problem and I would be back with NAD( a medical term- No Abnormality Detected).
The short journey of 5 hours soon ended and I was admitted in the big Multi-speciality hospital. Next day a very experienced Cardiologist examined me and also conducted some tests like echo, dopplers and TMT. In the end he opined that there is some doubt of a mild blockage and he would like to put me through angiography tomorrow morning. I was a bit demoralised at this opinion. I came back to my hospital bed. My friend Rahul was there with me. He said, “Sir dont worry you will be fine.” and then we talked for a while and watched some programme on TV. The ward had two more patients who had undergone angiography and angioplasty a day prior and they were sharing their experiences. But heart of hearts I did not want to have a stent in my heart at 44 years of age. I wanted to still go on my morning and evening runs and play basketball – my favourite game, which will certainly not be permitted after an angioplasty.
In the evening the nurse came to give a dozen medicine tablets. She was very polite and told me to be ready by 8 am as I would be the first one for the operation. She assured me that I was in the hands of the best doctor in this field who has a speckless record of doing these procedures. Amidst the whirlwind of thoughts in my mind the assurances of the nurse were ineffective to pep me up. She made me pop some half a dozen tablets which most likely included a relaxant because soon after she left i slept off.
I was awakened at 6 am in the morning with some more tablets to control the BP etc. Soon afterwards my friend came to help me get ready. Just before I left my room I took the mobile in my hand opened the video of my cute daughter and listened to it again. I smiled , handed over the phone to Rahul and walked into the Cath Lab.
The whole procedure was conducted while I was wide awake and Dr Goel was talking to me. After 10 minutes his talk became very light and we were laughing. He told me there is no blockage anywhere. I could not believe my ears , I asked him again while still lying down on the operation table, Sir ” are you sure”. He said “yes, i have checked all the channels of heart and everything seems perfect.” Go back and enjoy life.
I was rolled out of the cath lab.
He took my case sheet and wrote:-
NAD
Stop all medicines.
(It has been 6 years since I underwent this procedure, was suddenly reminded of this incident today when i was doing my evening jog and thought of penning it down for posterity)
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Ayush
2022-01-18Child indeed is the father of a man! She taught us a lesson of 'The power of subconscious mind'
Shiva Panwar
2022-01-18Such a seraphic and pure motivation , very impactful that how a small things or few words can change the life.
Gaurav Sahoo
2021-12-11Loved how that small video had such a big impact!
Gaurav Sahoo
2021-12-10Loved how that small video had such a big impact!
Kunal Dudi
2021-12-10Amazing one Sir. Indeed a child is the father of a man. My father also had undergone something very similar 2&1/2 years ago. He also got a little tensed but was declared alright after the tests. Nice read Sir. Wish you the best of health in the future.